Small But Terrible

I am not a cellphone addict nor of any gadget except for my iPod Touch. I already lost two cellphones during the time I have my iPod, but I still managed to save it (thank goodness). It is a small thing, but does terrible things. Well, I got to read books through iBooks, I got to update my social networking sites without fighting for my turn in our computer, I got to check my review materials without going through so many papers, I got a free text from Chikka when I ran out of load, and during my term as an officer in JPIA, I got to check updates regarding upcoming cups from time to time. I...

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Why is it?

I should be happy, right? I should be contented on what I got, right? I passed. I did my best. I did it on my own. I didn't depend on others. But WHY IS IT that I am feeling unhappy and uncontented?? I should never feel this way, because this feelings is for selfish ones. I shouldn't be upset on what I am to other people, but rather, I should be glad that I've overcome my own expectations. I know what I can do. I know what I'm capable of. And the result only shows that I am more than what I picture myself to be. But WHY IS IT I'm feeling this way? Is it because they say "You are who you...

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Just letting it out

I really can't understand myself. I know i'm a professional in these things, these feelings and these experiences. But why am I feeling so depressed all over again. From elementary up to now, same feelings, same situations, different people but still the same me. Why can't i learn from the past? It is something that i really need to work on, but i just can't. I know, if someone out there will be reading this crap, they might think i'm weird or crazy. I actually can't state what those things were, those feelings, and those experiences. I just can't bring myself to say it even in writing....

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