I really can't understand myself. I know i'm a professional in these things, these feelings and these experiences. But why am I feeling so depressed all over again.
From elementary up to now, same feelings, same situations, different people but still the same me. Why can't i learn from the past? It is something that i really need to work on, but i just can't.
I know, if someone out there will be reading this crap, they might think i'm weird or crazy. I actually can't state what those things were, those feelings, and those experiences. I just can't bring myself to say it even in writing....
